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so, what’s going on with Rainbird?

so, what’s going on with Rainbird?

A few weeks ago, I drew back the curtains on my latest work-in-progress (and next self-published ebook).

Rainbird is a science fantasy novella that grew out of a short story I wrote last year. My protagonist, Rainbird, is both strong and vulnerable, generous and impulsive, determinedly cheerful in trying circumstances but, like everyone else, has her blind spots. The setting is the sunway, a gigantic track made from the bone of an immense dragon upon which this world’s artificial sun moves. Betrayal and love, atonement and duty are some of the themes of the story.

I have a cover for this book. I’ve had it beta-read, and two more people have said “yes” to reading it for one last spit-and-polish. I’m less than ten pages away from finishing version 4 of the story.

And I’m afraid to release it.

I didn’t recognize the fear, at first. I was going great guns on my latest pass through Rainbird when I just–stopped. And I haven’t touched it for almost a week.

I told myself that it was because we got sick (true). I told myself it was because we were busy (also true). I told myself I needed to work on another project whose deadline is coming up very soon (that too).

But those reasons merely disguised the real one: fear.

Fear that it will disappoint my readers. Fear that it will be savaged by reviewers. Fear that it will sink my fledgling career. Fear that it’s not perfect. I feel that if I only hold on to it a bit longer, it will magically become so.

Times like this I need to go read Kristine Kathryn Rusch’s wonderful post on perfection. I cried–or at least got teary-eyed–when I first read it. There is no such thing as a perfect story. There is no such thing as story that everyone, everywhere will love. There are just good stories that find their own fans.

As for Rainbird? I love this story. Some–not all–of my beta readers love this story. I know that I’ve done my best with it, and there is no way to make it better without tearing out its heart and turning it into something altogether different.

It’s time to kick the twin demons of Fear and Perfectionism to the curb. It’s time to get on with my copyedit so Rainbird can go seek its audience. It’s time to stop clinging and let go.

So, what’s going on with Rainbird?

It’s coming out this fall. Soon. Watch this space for the release date.

 

She’s a half-breed in hiding.

Rainbird never belonged. To one race, she’s chattel. To the other, she’s an abomination that should never have existed.

She lives on the sunway.

High above the ground, Rainbird is safe, as long as she does her job, keeps her head down, and never ever draws attention to herself.

But one act of sabotage is about to change everything.

For Rainbird. And for her world.

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  1. Anne Elizabeth Baldwin says

    September 18, 2012 at 3:13 am

    “Fear that it will disappoint my readers. Fear that it will be savaged by reviewers.”

    Maybe it will; maybe it won’t. You won’t know until you let them see and respond. {Smile}

    “Fear that it will sink my fledgling career.”

    No one story can do that. Especially not in an age where self-publishing is viable. Even before, the worst it could do is make you switch to a pen name, but usually a single story won’t even do that. {Smile}

    “Fear that it’s not perfect. I feel that if I only hold on to it a bit longer, it will magically become so.”

    Don’t worry; it’s not, and won’t be. No story ever is perfect; every story can be improved. But I think you’ve already heard that from a more experienced source than I. {Smile}

    Anne Elizabeth Baldwin

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    • Rabia says

      September 18, 2012 at 8:39 pm

      I need to tell myself–and be told–these things every now and then. These thoughts are like weeds; the only way to be rid of them is by consistent yanking and pulling. 🙂

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      • Anne Elizabeth Baldwin says

        September 18, 2012 at 11:33 pm

        I know. I have the same problem. That’s why I remembered the answers so well: I’ve heard them often enough. {wryly amused Smile}

        What always surprises me is how much more confident I am that they’re right when it’s someone else’s story that’s in question. When it’s my own, chasing that last niggling doubt away is so much more difficult. {rueful smile}

        Anne Elizabeth Baldwin

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        • Rabia says

          September 20, 2012 at 7:27 am

          What always surprises me is how much more confident I am that they’re right when it’s someone else’s story that’s in question. When it’s my own, chasing that last niggling doubt away is so much more difficult. {rueful smile}

          So true! That’s why it’s good to have writing buddies. to support us.

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          • Anne Elizabeth Baldwin says

            September 20, 2012 at 11:02 pm

            Very true. Mutual support does help. {sigh, Smile}

            Anne Elizabeth Baldwin

  2. Lisa Ahn says

    September 18, 2012 at 4:49 pm

    I’ve been sunk inside that same mire of fear lately. Thanks for the inspiration to start digging myself out. Rainbird looks fantastic!

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    • Rabia says

      September 18, 2012 at 8:41 pm

      I’m glad this post speaks to where you are right now. And selfishly, I’m glad to have someone who understands right now what I’m going through. Now let’s dig and get out of here!

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  3. Stacey says

    September 18, 2012 at 5:15 pm

    I can’t wait to read Rainbird, Rabia. I seriously doubt you will disappoint!

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    • Rabia says

      September 18, 2012 at 8:41 pm

      Thanks for the vote of confidence, Stacey! 🙂

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